A few nights ago, I had a dream about Sophie. My family traveled to China, and to MBHOH, but not to get Sophie. This was before we had our paperwork finished, so I’m not sure exactly what we were doing. But we spent almost a day at MBHOH, and then we had to come back home.
In my dream, before we left MBHOH, I told my parents, “I have to go see Franky before we leave.” So I ran down to the Jungle Book Room, and saw her….held her, played with her, laughed with her, and cried with her….all over again. I talked to her as she flipped silly bands at me, and sat with her mouth hung open. But then, in just a short time, we had to say, “Goodbye, “all over again. It didn’t feel any better either. I hugged her, smiled through my tears running into my mouth, and left the room.
I knew that I would see her again. Just…another “goodbye” before we were together forever.
But, my dream continued and I sat at this table with family. Before we left, the Jungle Book Room kiddos were walking in a line, to play on the playground. The children walked in a nice, single file line, and then Sophie was at the end….and she slowed down, staring at me, like she always did. I forced a weak smile and finally said, “I love you!” And she answered, as plain as day, “…..Love you too!” and walked away, all chipper.
That was the end of my dream. Or at least, all that I can remember.
I don’t know what it meant, but it made me really sad. It was like the heartache of saying goodbye and leaving, all over again.
I told my mom about it, and she thought it might be that God’s letting me know that she is okay. Maybe that God’s telling me, by the words spoken from her mouth, that He is protecting her until she is with us. I am holding onto that, and remembering her little face that I saw so clearly in my mind. I am praying, so so hard that the day we meet again is not far away.
I had that dream two nights ago, so yesterday she was on my mind more than usual. We went shopping a little bit that afternoon, for Sophie and the boys, and I couldn’t help but miss her with everything inside of me. Brodee asked yesterday, “Is baby ‘Soapie’ still in China? I want to talk to her. Can I talk to her on the phone?” Kadin and Brodee will be amazing big brothers.
Please pray that God will continue to watch over Sophie’s little body. And that I will keep my sanity while I am a world away from my precious little sister. I’d like to also say a quick thank you for everyone’s response to our last blog. Your generosity is overwhelming and humbling! I am forever thankful for the love you all are showing to our family.
-Emily
In my dream, before we left MBHOH, I told my parents, “I have to go see Franky before we leave.” So I ran down to the Jungle Book Room, and saw her….held her, played with her, laughed with her, and cried with her….all over again. I talked to her as she flipped silly bands at me, and sat with her mouth hung open. But then, in just a short time, we had to say, “Goodbye, “all over again. It didn’t feel any better either. I hugged her, smiled through my tears running into my mouth, and left the room.
I knew that I would see her again. Just…another “goodbye” before we were together forever.
But, my dream continued and I sat at this table with family. Before we left, the Jungle Book Room kiddos were walking in a line, to play on the playground. The children walked in a nice, single file line, and then Sophie was at the end….and she slowed down, staring at me, like she always did. I forced a weak smile and finally said, “I love you!” And she answered, as plain as day, “…..Love you too!” and walked away, all chipper.
That was the end of my dream. Or at least, all that I can remember.
I don’t know what it meant, but it made me really sad. It was like the heartache of saying goodbye and leaving, all over again.
I told my mom about it, and she thought it might be that God’s letting me know that she is okay. Maybe that God’s telling me, by the words spoken from her mouth, that He is protecting her until she is with us. I am holding onto that, and remembering her little face that I saw so clearly in my mind. I am praying, so so hard that the day we meet again is not far away.
I had that dream two nights ago, so yesterday she was on my mind more than usual. We went shopping a little bit that afternoon, for Sophie and the boys, and I couldn’t help but miss her with everything inside of me. Brodee asked yesterday, “Is baby ‘Soapie’ still in China? I want to talk to her. Can I talk to her on the phone?” Kadin and Brodee will be amazing big brothers.
Please pray that God will continue to watch over Sophie’s little body. And that I will keep my sanity while I am a world away from my precious little sister. I’d like to also say a quick thank you for everyone’s response to our last blog. Your generosity is overwhelming and humbling! I am forever thankful for the love you all are showing to our family.
-Emily